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*a long sigh*

i confess that i have written paragraphs of words and ideas to publish to this blog and i have deleted all of them. i'm not sure if it's because i'm afraid of offending someone or if i just think the words and thoughts are bland. i'm not sure if i've gotten scared somewhere along the way of sharing what's going on inside of my mind since it's usually ridiculously active and usually off-the-wall. am i more intimidated since my blog is now private and now i KNOW who is actually reading it?! probably a mixture of all the above.

i do promise to write something soon. when i find the right words. when i gain my confidence. when i find that i am okay with who i am and how i think about things.

in the meantime, know that i'm here. processing. reflecting. reading. trying to find that fine balance of understanding yet not controlling.
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